did i really change..??

did i??
DID I?
did i really had changed into another person..??
can anyone tell me..??


am i really that fake?
am i?


how can i change myself..??


stop talking with them..??
stop joining it..??
stop everything that i'm doing now?


who can help me..??
i really don't know am i really changed to a fake EEANN..
where is the real 1..??
where?
WHERE??!!
i don't want to lost friends..
as you say,
you don't want to lost a friend..


I LOST MORE THAN I GAIN..??


who can tell me...
what change me..
i'm really confusing now..
i don't know what to do now.



HELP!!!!
HELP ME PLEASE..


i don't want to lost you all.
please help me.
not by stop talking with me.
is by talking with me and tell me what's wrong and what's right.
correct me when i'm FAKE.


PLEASE.