Saturday, May 23, 2009

speechless.

i'm speechless.
i don't know what can i say.
i can't even describe my feelings now.
everything is so complicated.
maybe i'm the one who make it complicated.
maybe not.
i don't know.
nobody will know.
friends asked me.
i just don't know how to say.
how to start the story.
mummy asked me too.
my tongue twisted.
no words came out from my mouth.
it's really speechless.
=[
what happen?
who can help me?
nobody.
because no one know what am i thinking.
why?
because i don't like to talk about my secret to anyone..

hey.
don't misunderstanding.
it's not because L-O-V-E.





talk to me.
holidays coming.
band camp.
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
i want to go to kl.
accompany my dad.
my dad is everything.
don't disturb me during this school holidays.

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

if i were a boy...

IF I WERE A BOY.
what should i do?
i love this song..

If I were a boy
Even just for a day
I’d roll outta bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted then go
Drink beer with the guys
And chase after girls
I’d kick it with who I wanted
And I’d never get confronted for it.
Cause they’d stick up for me.
[Chorus]
If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I’d be a better man.
I’d listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he’s taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
If I were a boyI could turn off my phone
Tell evveryone it’s broken
So they’d think that I was sleepin’ alone
I’d put myself first
And make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she’d be faithful
Waitin’ for me to come home (to come home)
(Chorus)
It’s a little too late for you to come back
Say its just a mistake
Think I’d forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong
(Chorus)
But you’re just a boy
You don’t understand
Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

if i were a boy.
i will treat my girl friend very very good.
i will give her what she wants.
i will treat my parents very good.
i won't disappointed them.
i really will be a better man.

because i knew the girl's feeling
when being hurt.

Sunday, May 3, 2009

the first time

the first time i updated my blog in this style..
C O L O U R F U L..
because,
now my life is colourful..
had brighten up..
i prefer colourful..
more than red n white now..

P E A C E..

the way i am.

L A B O U R D A Y .
friday was the labour day.
but i still had to go for 2 tuition.
at first,
i thought i had to attend 3..
145pm..
went to steven there...
he skipped some chapter again...
but,
he said it's for our own good...
he will continue teaching other chapter after this...
345pm..
went home ler..
mummy bought pizza for me..
yummy..
500pm,
i thought i had to attend this tuition class..
i waited for a long time outside the tuition centre..
i sms-ed my friends..
asked them whether today got tuition onot..
none of them replied..
then,
i had to call mr anthony ( my tutor )
he answered the phonecall loudly..
MR A : " hello?! "
ANN: "hello, mr anthony. "
MR A: " ah! yes! "
ANN: " i'm yeong. i want to ask whether today got tuition or not? "
MR A :" oh! nononono! no tuition class today due to the labour day."
ANN: " oh thank you. bye." ( *disappointed )
LENG KAH SUEN TOLD ME THAT GOT TUITION.
but then,
lks replied me at 6 pm.
she told me that today got no tuition.
i was like..
arghhh...
nevermind la.
it's okay.


SATURDAY.
mummy prepared some delicious food today.
cuz popo n aunty is coming..
yay.
ian boy is coming..
and of course.
he grow taller n naughtier already..
as usual,
2pm..
went to ILTI..
the boy sitting bside sam cheah is so annoying..
i just ignore him.
concentrate on my studies...
after tuition,
mummy said:" we are going to kampar tonight.."
okay..
then i pack up some clothes and get ready.
arrive there,
saw my other baby cousins there..
at night,
the environment is just like a nursery..
noisy*..
they run around the house..
scream as loud as they can..
and i...
*no eyes see*
study at upstairs...
then,
my cousin sister came..
she took a storybook..
and imitate my pose..
i was lying on the bed..
n she did it too..
what i did,
she just follow...
until my uncle scream...
" ah swan come and sleep now! didi sleep already!!!!!"
then,
she said bye bye to me n walked to the bedroom...


SUNDAY.
early in the morning..
cousins sream from downstairs..
I WANT TO FIND *YI MA*!!!
*yi ma means the eldest aunty*
here they came..
climbing the stairs..
*bang bang bang bang*
elephants are coming..
screaming YI MA YI MA YI MA YI MA...
aiyer..
noisy-NYA...
then they play with mummy...
and i continue sleeping...
went back to ipoh at the afternoon..
my mood was bad..
and i cried in front of mummy..
then,
arrive ipoh,
it's time for my violin class and RE2.





and..
it's the end of the day..
time for me to sleep..
prepare to go to school..
new life..
sitting wwith lee kuan yee..
i do miss lin pei wen..
my ma lai gai..
and i'm yim guk gai..
lol..